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爱情的世界 爱情这东西带给人们快乐，悲伤，幸福，或许也会让人为自己的未来有个长远的计划。 很可惜，不是每个人都能拥有第一次恋爱，所谓：“初恋”，直到踏入教堂终点的爱情。 爱情不永远属于热恋的阶段，它也会有变淡的时候。这是一种给彼此的挑战，试探你们是否能熬过。往往感情走到这阶段，也算是个收场的结局了。对有些人来说，感情久了，会感到腻，仅没有当初那种彼此热恋的感觉。最后，选择分手。无论是哪一方提出，这是个可惜的选择。分手后，不代表新的一段恋情会拥有好的结局。除非，你能熬过感情变淡的阶段。那，你才能拥有美好的恋情啊~ 最近，有个朋友找我诉说感情问题。我只能开导，给意见，分析及陪伴，但最后还是得靠当事者自己面对事实与放下深重的感情。我知道要放下多年的感情并不是件容易的事。但，为了自己，为了身边关心及疼爱你的人，你该尝试把这多年的感情给放下。时间能淡化一切，你也得振作起来啊~看到你这么伤心难过，哭着对我诉苦，我恨不得想好好骂一顿那家伙啊~心疼我的朋友被欺负，这么不被珍惜，心痛万分。。。 朋友的例子让我觉得单身也不错，至少不会品尝痛的滋味。拿得起，并不表示放得下。尤其是对女性朋友。~可以随时牵手，但不能随便分手~有多少恋人能真正做到呢？人，贪心厌旧这心态不只在物质上；甚至感情也出现这种心态。珍惜所拥有的，别等到失去了才后悔，想挽留。此刻，一切都太晚了。心己被你的刀刺伤，也碎了。留下的伤口需要时间才能复原。 爱情让人变成盲目。就算你知道那人种种的缺点，而优点就只有那几个；你也依然盲目的爱着他。被人爱惜+疼爱的人，你也该也这样的对待会对方。感情不是单方面的，做人不要这么自私，以为别人对你好是理所当然的。这是大错的错的想法。如果不懂得珍惜对方，请你也别间接伤害他，利用他。人的心是很脆弱的。 珍惜所拥有的一切，别到最后才发现原来的是最好的。。。

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Wednesday-28/4 (SteAmBoAt)

Day of after finished web pages exam page…. My roommate asked me to go Tropicana buy steamboat food…. My house leader (chun hooi), housemate (thung long), roommate (xiao yun) and me by taxi went to Tropicana…. Have fun during the time of buying steamboat food…. At the beginning, I thought all of my housemate will having steamboat 2gether so I want buy big size of stuff. But I’m misunderstood….hahaha… actually just 4 of us…. Types of food we buy were hotdogs, fish ball, soft drink—A&W, ice-cream, chicken wings and so on….. wah… we can’t finished all the food…. So that we start to play poker….the person who get lower number will give the highest number one of the food. It was very funny during the times….I couldn’t to describe it…. A sweet memory I wont forget in my life~ SteAmBoAt!!!!!! I like youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!

Crab meat salad Root Beer ___

Friday-30/4,it was a last day I gather with my housemate and utar’s friends who are not going to Kampar. After finished exam, we straight went to Tropicana having shushi and watched movie—Red Bean Puppy Love with some of my bio stream friends….quite have fun at that time…After bac pj house, I spend my times with my friendly roommate—xiao yun… She is my 1^st roommate and the last…. Because I din rent sharing room at Kampar….hahaha… She cooked Maggie mee for me which added cheese’s hotdog and egg… She said that last time I was promised that want to cook it for you…. I’m quite “gang dong” and “she bu de” her….During the time I waited my sister came to fetch me, we got chitchat….It was a nice memory which I din forget forever….. I will miss my pj’s housemate ….and the times staying with them…

Memorable maggie mee :) ____

Wednesday—5/5, bio friends plan to go sunway lagoon…. But the end, I din join…. I was at home…my parents look like unhappy when I talk them about it….and I need arrived seremban around 8-8.30am, it was too early so…finally I decided “fang fei ji”….T.T…really sorry to them….

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Thursday—6/5, whao…. I thought myself damn brave… because…..hahahaha….Meet 3 news friends who are utar’s student also…wei chuan, Andrew and yan choon…. Actually 3 of us are same class before but we din knew each others at all…. Wei chuan fetch me went to seremban ktm to meet bin, Andrew and yan choon…..because they went to seremban and port dickson for 2days 1 night trips…..Me and wei chuan brought them to terminal 1, jusco—sing k, and sepang’s beach…. Hehehe….Actually, I din go sepang’s beach before also, because of them so I got chance to visit there…. It was a nice place for visit also…got saw jelly fish…little crab too…No much time enjoy the times at beach…. I was so happy…. Ikan bakar to be our dinner food…. Not bad….hahaha… the way of fetch me back home, it was raining heavily…. So that, wei chuan drive slowly too…safety mah….Because of raining, I cant join them to yumcha at night~T.T but that day I was very tired le…. After bathing, straight sleep….wakaka….Next morning, fetch bin to ktm because he need back pj early… but Andrew and yan choon not yet back, so we went to “hu gong shan” to pray….after that, we went to jusco to watch movie—IP man 2….we spend some of the times on play game at there also…. It was 1^st time, I’m quite enjoying play the game….dunnoe the name of game also…paiseh ya…haha…we go to “shao bao cheng” to buy stuff….go terminal to buy soft drink and fetch yan choo go MBO terminal2 bus station to take bus….and sent Andrew to ktm by train… then back home~ Trips of them end on Friday noon…..wakakaka… Happy to meet them and having a nice holiday too….

little crab~ little jelly fish^^ yan choon at "蜈蚣山--mountain centipede"

Daddy

2day just finish all the exam...then go to tropicana mall celebrate v my frenz....having shushi and watching "Red bean puppy Love".... This movie quite nice....got touch my heart...in the end of de movie, i feel wanna to cry but didnt drop my tears.... But.......after arrived home, received message from my sister...she asking me already finish exam ma???? then she called to me... .... my tears start to drop when i noe about the news of my dad having dengki and in hospital fews day already... but no one of them inform me..... I cant control my tears to drop....how come tell so cruel dun wan tell me.... I know they r care of me...worry me it will affect my mood to study....because still having exam.... I already forget how long i shouldn't cry to my parents.... I just realize....I'm so bad....didnt care of my family....Especially my daddy and mummy.... I'm so sorry to them.... I just noe to cry but didnt will do anythings.... I will try to take care of my family... I will show it out to them.... I wont keep my feeling or be others person when i at home.... Daddy, please take good care on your health.... I love you...daddy and mummy....

thursday~

haiz...my cameron highland trip already cancel... a bit sad on tat...but still ok for me... then i will bac home on 2morrow...(friday)... now my roomate is calling to tat hotel....erm...hahaha...quite funny on their conversation... T.T...2day start to selsema again...still not yet recover bac... arggg....2day last subject-managment study.... hope i can do well on the exam paper .... after 2morrow,maybe i dun have much chances to online play msn or facebook le... my house's tmNet didnt well in function...so sad... Please dun insomia at home ahhhh...i will be die ahhhh... hahahaha

huray~

yeah...next saturday(1/5) go Cameron Highland v my roomate~ erm...just 2 of us...others housemate dun wan go...haha~never mind lah... we can also enjoy de time at cameron highland... feel excited now...never visit it be4...hope can safety go and safety bac home~ hehehe~

supper tired~

woooooooo....supper tired 2day~ tis morning,i with my bio stream student + vane's bb go bukit cahaya cycling... totally got 12ppl go there~ we meet at utar in early morning~ all of us are so excited the time 2gether at there~ we hv take many photo...fien always be de cameraman~hahaha~ cant upload de pic,it doesnot belong to me~hehehe~ during the time of cycling,we feel no energy already after 5-10min... because of "上山"...difficult to cycle~ we just cycle one and half hours then go to have soft cold drink + eat pizza~ after finish lunch my geng going bac to pj... fien geng go to yeng house bath~ i'm alone go to attend web page practical~1st time alone~hahaha~but...it is ok to me~ ReALly have a nice trip to bukit cahaya~no matter we are not sure how to go there and "mi lu"... hahahaha~ sweet memory always will be in my mind~

My frenz~

woo...already done all the presentation~one more week will be started busy on do revision on 3 subjet which are web page,management study and english for communication. I'm so excited to end my sem3 in foundation study~ wanna to start degree course in kampar~yepi... but...my geng which consist of Kiki,Lala and Ee...we will be separate~ Ee will be further her degree course in IMU... while Kiki and me will go kampar...but Lala still wait for de approved by medical course. I had learn many things from them. We always enjoy de time during class~just dun feel too stress on exam~they also be my advisor too...when i was unhappy or sad~hahaha~ Next week,we plan to play till end of week7~huray~ My dear frenz...hope u all will be enjoy de time we r together sharing various type of news~gossip also~ wanna to upload 4of us photo...but...currently picture not at my place~hehe~

Recover soon

Few days ago... I just noe the bad news from my secondary frenz...about one of my frenz is under illness situation...cant believable...why he suffer such disease... tat day i'm so emo... because lab test make me feel so sad...so dissappointed...i hate myself why didnt listen clearly on wat miss talk about...i miss the important part...argggg... i'm crying... after bac home, sudden i saw de new post by my secondary teacher ... he write"...Hope ah boon can recover bac ..."tis make me shock... i'm vy worried my frenz situation...calling to others frenz ask of ah boon situation... just noe wat happen on he... I feel tis few week are vy bad luck... my frenz's dad just passed away...and now one of de frenz under illness situation... I really wish god will bless him...I dun lose my frenz.... he is still young...he is my best frenz also...yet we didnt always keep in touch... Hope the disease not vy dangerous to him...medical can treat him... Boon...we will support you...always be you...gambateh~jia you,my dear frenz... God Bless You...

insomia

haiz...tis few day always under cant sleep well emotion... i really hate always to be insomia..because of tis,make me always think many things.... erm...like very headache....my brain cant rest a while also... 2day i quite happy,because my brother and sister got bac hometown... so,my house not under silent situation...hahaha...because if them no bac,will just 3 people at home...quite boring....

my feeling

I already resign my be4 part-time job... now i already at home... erm...i feel quite bored at home... because i'm more like always go out...hehe... but when i was working at outside,i sure will miss my mum cook... so,after i went bac hometown,i will call my mum to cook my favourite meat to me.... I got 5 month experienced working at outside ... but i think i prefer study to working... so,now i'm waiting my news school life coming soon... I feel very happy but also quite stress.... tis is because i need to suit de new school life... whatever,i will cheer up be4 my negative thinking and hardworking on my study.... i really wishes my dreams will come true...

I HaTe mYsElf

I hate myself !!!I hate myself !!! why I cant achieved de target I wan? I really very disappointed!!! I wan CRY laughter , but I cant do tat… Because…I cant let my family know about I sa d+ unhappy + disappointed!!! I know they are care of me , but I think they dun know what things I wan…. I also cant control myself feeling….haiz…really very sad…no one care of me…. I am alone…. I feel lonely…. I need my parents , sisters n brother love + care and so on… I dun wan be alone… I dun wan stay at a dark place , I wan fly to de sky….to see bright light My English is poor but I dun give up !!! I wan to cheer up myself…. Whatever so bad I have , I think…. I wan to turn a new leaf life…. I hope I will become more brave + independence + happy + healthy + strongly….so on… I also wish when I decide to do something , my family will support me!!! Will they do tat ? I hope will…because I need their encourage + support…. I also hope god will bless me always got lucky star beside me…. My family and my friends I will also wan god bless them…bcz they are my dear family n frenz…

SiCk!!!

haiz...so bad...i'm sick already...really hate take de medicine...i wan cry le...luckily i'm better den morning le...feel more well already....long time no sick,i feel sick very hard...can sleep well...really so bad!!!i hate it!!!i will more take care myself...wont let de virus come again to me...

Unbelievable!!!

*这几天都不知自己搞什么的！总是脾气不好。。。差一点就快和姐姐吵起架了！我也不像这样！ *为什么人总是在失去后才懂得珍惜？才要挽回呢？这不会己太迟了啊！真是的！而且自己却没反省，有什么资格要挽回？ *哈哈！不是我哦！再说着一个大坏蛋！说起他就生气，把我的心情给搞扎了。。。咳！ *我告诉自己，一定要活得开心！要照顾好自己，不要这么容易生病！ *因为我也长大了，不该再让父母担心！ *其实我不是一个乖巧的女儿！回到家就只会看戏+睡觉+吃饭。。。很少帮妈妈做家务！ *从asrto的节目里，看到多么感人的亲情，让我觉得我也该这样。。。 *我爱爸妈，我爱我的家！可是我却没表示过！我。。真得很想做个乖巧的女儿！让爸妈感到我对他们的爱戴！ *对不起，爸妈！是我任性，不懂得处理自己的情绪！以前对你们得的态度，时好时坏，我真的很惭愧！抱歉。。。 *我很希望自己的脾气能改得更好！也许在别人眼里，我算是不错的孩子，但对我来说，自己很差劲！还许多多改进！ *天下父母哪有不疼自己的儿女啊！把儿女养大了，却得到这样的对待，的确不孝啊这样的孩子！ *虽然我没这么不孝，但我依然做不到自己心中想要扮演的好孩子！ *有时候，不仅想抱着妈妈哭诉自己心中的闷气！但，我却没这勇气！因为，我们从小就没有养成酱的举动！ *想表达，却会觉得不好意思，感觉怪怪的！所以只好藏在心里。。。 *有时候觉得自己蛮失败的。。。因为，常在家里，却不知家里发生的事！而在外的哥哥姐姐，却比我更知！ *这是因为我不关心家里吗？我不这样认为，因我喜欢放学回到家就呆在房间，睡觉+读书。。。 *做了快要4个月的工，也见识了不少东西！ *离开中学生涯，的确蛮烦恼的！因为要用spm成绩继续升学！ *本来现在已经开学了，咳！因为uec考得不太理想，差！所以只好等spm成绩的出炉！ *成绩出炉了果然是件好事，可以到处申请有关的学校！ *父母对我的要求不高，我的成绩对他们来说ok了。。。可是我却感到很失望！因为只是中等！比我想象来得差！ *我也不明白为什么会这样！难道我得付出还不够吗??? *我承认，我的确把专注力放在uec,考完uec后，spm 我也开始懒惰，没这么拼！可是，我从头到尾，都有认真的学习！ *以前不管小考还是大考，大部分都是“临时抱佛脚”，但只从读高中一了，自己又选理科科目来读，所以也慢慢的把临时抱佛脚的坏习惯给改了！ *还没到考试，我就已经开始自修！也许有时会心不在焉，但我上课都是专心听讲的！ *身边有一个朋友，有时我都会很羡慕他！因为她能处理各样不同的事情！学业+感情+人际等，都能妥当的处理！ *因为她坐在我的隔壁，所以我很容易被她感染，变得更加珍惜在空堂上自修，复习！真得很开心！ *现在她已经升学了，也认识新朋友，我们也少了很多联络！她已经把我这猫仔也忘了吗？ *咳！真的很想快点升学啊！希望在五月前或中，就能找到我的新升学地点！哈哈！哈哈哈！ *我一定会很拼！我一定会很用功读书！提升自己心中要求，而且也要达到！ *娘娘说，我是个爱读书的人，但是成绩总是在中等的极限，而且还得比别人付出得多！这样才能达到更好的成绩！ *为了实现自己的理想，我不会这么轻易放弃，我一定会突破自己的能力极限！也要让我身边看不好我的人，给他们大受打击！另眼相见！哼！